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  My Fuel: IMNarcEvil, Book 1 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 35min

  I am the narcissist. I do everything that I can to gather fuel. I have different types of fuel, and I only allow people into my life who I can get fuel from. If I don’t think something or someone can continue to supply me with the types of fuel that I need, I will devalue, discard, or destroy them. Fuel is the reason that I live, work, and thrive. Fuel is the only thing that drives all of my motivation, ambition, and strategy. I am so busy trying to get this fuel that I am addicted to that I can never achieve happiness or joy just from existing in the world. I was never taught as a child that I can self-soothe or be at peace. I was taught that I must stay busy and collect fuel for myself and for those who are codependent upon me (namely, my narcissistic parent(s)). Fuel drives my criminal activity. It drives my lawsuits and court cases. It drives my work and education choices. It drives my choices in women and cars. It drives my decision to procreate. It drives my decisions to help other people. Without adequate fuel, I will refuse to do anything at all. I will lose all motivation and ambition to do anything at all. I will lay around placating myself and also feeling sorry for myself at the very same time. Email I.M. Narcissist at IMNarcEvil@gmail.com with your questions! Check out other I.M. Narcissist books in the IMNarcEvil series, on Amazon and Audible! Visit www.Kadjou.com for more narcissist support materials, our advice column, and a free ebook, Healing After a Narcissistic Relationship! ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/104891/bk_acx0_104891_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Propaganda: IMNarcEvil, Book 3 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 33min

  I am the narcissist. I have propaganda. I have an agenda. Everything I do is executed with precision and purpose. If you don’t go along with my propaganda, I will do everything I can do to crush you. I will use whatever means necessary to defend my honor and to hide my true nature from the rest of the world. I know that I am a monster deep inside. I will even sign up for an email address with "demon" in the title because I think it’s funny to forewarn people on the down-low. I know that other people would throw stones at me if they knew what kind of monster I was. They would try to put me into prison like those serial killers are locked away for much of their lives. I cannot let that happen, thus I will do whatever it takes to put down the haters. I won’t be able to get the respect, adoration, and admiration that I deserve while I am in prison. I cannot feed my hedonistic urges in prison, therefore I am undeserving of ever being locked up no matter what I do that is wrong. I will sick the police, FBI, CIA, attorneys, and court system on anyone who tries to call out my true nature to others. I will kill them if I must. I will do whatever it takes to make them shut up. Every penny profited goes to help the oppressed with self-defense classes, court costs, and more! Help eradicate narcissism at its source with each purchase! Email I.M. Narcissist at IMNarcEvil@gmail.com with your questions! Check out other I.M. Narcissist books in the IMNarcEvil series, on Amazon and Audible! Visit www.Kadjou.com for more narcissist support materials, our advice column,and a free ebook, Healing After a Narcissistic Relationship! ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105074/bk_acx0_105074_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Anger: IMNarcEvil, Book 7 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 37min

  I am the narcissist. I am allowed to get angry. I can unleash my anger in many forms, and it is socially acceptable to society. You, however, cannot unleash your anger on anyone. You are not allowed to do so, as society doesn’t like empaths who show their anger. You are expected to be prim and proper and put together at all costs and under all circumstances.I expect you to be 100% obedient to me at all costs. Don’t you unleash your anger on me, or there will be consequences. I am your master. You are not allowed to talk back to me or to challenge my authority. I am the ruler of this world that I created; you asked me to create this world for you. I listened when you requested me to build a fantasy world for us to exist in. Why are you being so ungrateful now?I love to use my anger to make people do whatever it is that I want them to do. I know that by asking for things, I am usually denied. I am not fond of social niceties, chit chat, or trying to compromise with anyone. I only get what I want when I stomp on other people, stomp around, or smash objects. I only get what I want when I threaten and intimidate others. I only get what I want by behaving like a bully and making people give me what I want.My temper is my greatest asset. I can make people behave around me by showing my temper. I can make people respect me by slamming my fist down and spewing a few ill choice words. I can command all of the empaths in the world bow at my feet because they are scared, threatened, and intimidated by my display of power.Download now to hear more!Check out our IMNarcEvil series by I.M. Narcissist!Visit www.kadjou.com for newsletters, articles, advice column, free ebooks. and more! ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105327/bk_acx0_105327_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Covenant: IMNarcEvil, Book 8 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 35min

  I am the narcissist. You and I made a covenant, a binding agreement, when we first met. I didn’t tell you about it, but you wanted to enter into a relationship with me, thus you unknowingly opted in. Didn’t you collect intel on me to try to determine my true nature before I ensnared you? That is your own fault. Why wouldn’t you get to know my nature before you had sex with me? That’s right, it was my charming and glib personality. It was the way that I mirrored whatever you wanted back to you. You thought I was your soul mate, remember? Your twin flame. I mirrored you to yourself. I pretended to like all the hobbies you liked. Pretended to like all the music you liked. Later, when I came up with new likes and new hobbies, because someone else was influencing me, you became confused. Then, I told you that we didn’t have anything in common. That we weren’t really alike after all. That I don’t know what I ever saw in you. I asked you lots of questions when we first met so that I would pretend to be whatever it was that you were looking for. You didn’t realize it, but I was also asking you some key questions to determine how useful you would be to me. How much do you make? Do you pay any money to any other exes? Do you pay child support on anyone? These things might exclude you as a source of primary fuel, because I will not have full access to your resources. I cannot bleed you for all that you are worth. This is because, as a narcissist, I do not like sharing. When I say that I don’t like sharing, I don’t just mean sharing you with other men. I mean I don’t like sharing your resources with other men. I want all of your income to be spent on me. I want you to pay me alimony if ever I marry and then divorce you. I want your income to come to me if we ever divorce and I take your children. You promised to cherish me forever if I gave you my fantasy world that I created for you. You agreed to a whole myriad of things. Did you forget? ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105296/bk_acx0_105296_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Secrets: IMNarcEvil, Book 6 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 36min

  I am the narcissist. I have many secrets. Some you will find out about. Some you will not find out about. I will only let you in on the ones that I think will help me to control you and make you obey me unquestioningly. To be in this union, I must command your undying loyalty. Anything less than that will not be acceptable.If you find out about one of my secrets that you weren’t meant to find out, I will punish you via abuse or silent treatment so that you will learn to stop snooping on me. If you continue to snoop or to call me out to others on my malicious behavior, I will file lawsuits, gag orders, restraining orders and more to get you to shut your mouth. If you keep telling my secrets, I might just kill you. Then, you will be one of my secrets, too.I will tell the police and the FBI that I wasn’t involved in your convenient death or your murder. I will lie to your family’s face at the funeral. I will lie on the news to the public, faking tears and concern. After all, you deserved it. I won’t face accountability just because you say so. I don’t feel like I owe you or anyone else anything.In fact, you are the one denying me the fuel that I want. It was your fault. You promised to give me whatever I wanted when we first got together, remember? I took that promise literally, and then I fell out of your favors due to my lies, my cheating, my silent treatments, and more.I am a hedonist - a pleasure seeker. I break the law as the day is long. It is my right to do so as I have a sense of entitlement of epic proportions. I will get away with it the way I learned to get away with everything as a child. I was taught by the best, after all. My parents were narcissists, too. I will laugh all the while.You will be attracted to the mysteriousness of me. I am the man who tells you a little, but withholds a lot. You might wonder why it is that I don’t talk about myself all of the time. You may wonder why I don’t drone on and on about myself ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105336/bk_acx0_105336_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Moods: IMNarcEvil, Book 2 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 33min

  I am the narcissist. I suffer through my moods and my emotions. But they are not the same moods that you suffer through as an empath. I don’t suffer the same range of emotions that you suffer through. I don’t feel the depth of the love, the joy, the happiness, the satisfaction, the gratefulness, and the compassion. No. I suffer dark moods. Much darker than I will ever let on to you when you first meet me. After you get to know me for six months or longer, you will begin to see the depth of the dark moods that I feel. You will begin to realize just how dangerous, hot, and explosive I can be. You will begin to see the light side and the dark side of me. You see much more than I am willing to show others, because you are the closest one to me. This means that you are the chosen one to be the scapegoat for my anger. If I disperse my anger and rage to you, that means that I won’t have to do it to anyone else. I will be able to hold it together and be calm, cool and collected when I am out in public. You get to see a dark side of me that people outside of the home don’t get to see. If I have children, they are witness to my dark moods, too, but for a different reason. I must pass on my legacy. I must teach them to be touch and untouchable in society. I must teach them that I am the king, that they are to respect me at all costs. Otherwise, they will be subjected to the same beatings and sharp tongue that I am subjecting you to. They will choose the higher ground and be my minions rather than be victims of my anger and rage. It is safer for any children of mine (or even your children who are not mine biologically) to follow me than to butt heads with me. If any of them argue with me the way that you do, I might maim, hurt, or kill them. They know this, and thus they don’t challenge me. You challenge me, and thus I must show them that you are a peon to me and that I control you. If I don’t, I will lose control of my own household. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105125/bk_acx0_105125_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Tactics: IMNarcEvil, Book 4 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 32min

  I am the narcissist. I have tactics to make you talk when I want you to talk. To make you shut up when I want you to shut up. To make you sit on reserve and wait around for me to come back. To make you stay faithful and loyal to me. To punish you when you betray me. To collect all of your resources. The Go-Getter All of my kind are taught from early on to get a "Go-Getter". This is a girl who works for resources, status, power, and money. I ride her coattails. I drop her off at work. I "go get her" when she is done working. Then, I take everything there is to take from her. I brag to all my friends that I have multiple Go-Getter girls lined up. One of them pays my phone bill. One of them supplies me with a place to live. One of them buys me my clothing so that I look fine when I am out picking up more girls. One of them pays my car insurance so that I can drive around in my sports car and be the envy of all the town. I got it made! My friends are envious of my skills and ability to suck resources off all these women that I am entangled with. I have sex with one girl at work in order to get that promotion that I want. I sit on the phone with her at home laughing so that the girl I am living with ramps up her efforts to please me and give me whatever it is that I want at home. This triangulation will cause jealousy in both girls, and will cause them to ramp up their positive attentions toward me, making me the center of their universe. Boy, do I feel like God! I triangulate my new love with my friends and my family members. I tell my friends that it is my new girl that is keeping me from spending any time with them. She is so controlling. She busts my balls when I want to go out. She is the reason that I can’t go out with the boys. My friends get jealous of her being in the primary position in my life. Then, I take her around my friends and watch the henpecking show begin. Each of them is fighting over yours tru ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/105297/bk_acx0_105297_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Wickedness: IMNarcEvil, Book 5 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 33min

  I am the narcissist. I am chock full of wickedness. You think that you can have realistic expectations of me, but I will do whatever I can do to throw you off your game. I love devouring empaths. Those who are lonely. Those who have been abused and damaged. Those are the easiest prey for me. I target especially those who don’t put up much of a fight.  I read your profile on the dating apps. I read everything you post on your Facebook account. I notice how other people online and in person relate to you. The more people flock to you, the more difficult it might be for me to ward off those who try to talk you out of dating me. Your coworkers, your friends, and your family might warn you about me. My friends, family and coworkers might also warn you about me. This is the reason that I must isolate you, and that I must do it so quickly. I pummel you with questions when we first meet. This is because I must know you inside and out. It is not because I want to know you. It is not because I am curious about what makes you tick, or because I want to get interested in your hobbies and interests. It is because I must know you in order to play the strategic game that I have learned. This strategy requires memorizing my opponent’s strengths and weaknesses. This strategy relies on me being quick-witted. It also relies on you being dumb to my ways. The instant you catch on or confront me on my intended brainwashing, I must cut off contact with you abruptly to remind you that I can take me away from you at any time for punishment. If we have kids or a house together, I will constantly remind you that I can take that away from you, too.  You think that I took an interest in your family members. I want to know their names, phone numbers, and how they relate to you so that I can slowly work toward isolating you. I want to know whether you have continuous contact with them so that I can spy on these conversations and limit the chances of you asking for help fro ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/104872/bk_acx0_104872_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Love: IMNarcEvil, Book 9 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 35min

  I am the narcissist. My love is conditional. My love is passive-aggressive. My love is jealous. My love hurts. My love is like the thorns on a rose. You pick me up, thinking I am beautiful, then you drop me to the ground realizing that I’ve just cut you and made you bleed. My love isn’t what you thought it was. My love isn’t real. My love isn’t the fairy tale that you have imagined it would be. My love is cruel. My love is bitter, like a mouthful of stale, swilled coffee. My love is abusive and controlling. My love is violent. My love will result in you having broken bones. It will result in your hospitalization to a mental ward with PTSD, depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideations. It will cause you headaches and cracked skulls and traumatic brain injuries. It will lead to your having to flee for your life. It will lead to you begging and pleading others to get me away from you. It will lead to you having to run to your estranged family and friends for respite after I have isolated you for years on end. It will lead to you being financially and emotionally devastated, having sunk every ounce of your resources into me. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Gary Roelofs. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/107088/bk_acx0_107088_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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  My Cruel Games: IMNarcEvil, Book 11 , Hörbuch, Digital, ungekürzt, 33min

  I am the narcissist. I will do whatever I want to whenever I want to do it. I will intimidate, triangulate, gaslight, abuse, and scare you at will. I will put you at the center of my friends and my family so that I can control your behavior from all sides and from all angles. You think that you have entered this relationship of your own free will. Not so. You have entered this relationship, and now you are not allowed to leave it before I feel it is time to discard you. I have put efforts into you, brought you around my inner circle, and I have graced you with my presence when I decided to have sex with you. I have already claimed you as mine in my mind and to my friends and family. I have already claimed you as my own indentured slave. I have claimed you so that you can do the lawn mowing, the cooking, the cleaning, the laundry, and running my errands. I have claimed you so that you can birth and raise my children for me, but only under my direct supervision. If you so choose to leave me before the children are fully transformed to narcissists in my own image, I will rip them away so that I can have someone else raise them in the way I want them raised. ungekürzt. Language: English. Narrator: Freudians Id. Audio sample: https://samples.audible.de/bk/acx0/107896/bk_acx0_107896_sample.mp3. Digital audiobook in aax.

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